I cant tell anyone this because its pathetic of me and embarressing
so Im about to meet a friend of mine and go to this nightclub
I have time to kill and I see at this nearby bar that there are two birthday parties
(i figured i could go there, mingle and if the nightclub was boring; go there)
so i go up the lift to the party (hoping it would be so crowded no-one would notice; it wasnt)
i get a beer and start talking to someone there. I think I can make great 1st impressions but after that, i think im boring so making small talk when i see one of the birthday boys. Im thinking 'blend in by sticking out' so i walk over to him, say 'happy birthday' he says 'who are you?' I say 'it's *****- do you want to see a magic trick (its not really a trick; just a mind reading joke) he says '*****? who are you?' i tell him (and his tough looking friend thats looking pissed off now) that, truthfully, downstairs was too crowded so i came up for a beer & i wanted to wish the birthday boy a happy birthday... his friend then spots the wristband i was given to gain access to the bar tab (i guess if i didnt take one it would have looked sus) his friend says; 'well you can get that off' *proceeds to rip it off and throw it away* 'ur a weird guy *****' he says to me, i say im going off for some air
as i get to the lifts a couple of metres away i hear the tough guy laughing and telling people loudly 'some random', 'asks to show a magic trick', etc.... *cue laughter from everyone*
i tell you i couldnt get in that lift fast enough, looking in the mirror; my face was bright red
what i felt horrible about is how the guy i was talking to must have felt, he didnt seem to know many people there and the loner gate crasher was the only one he was really talking to
i cant believe i did it
it makes me wonder if i was just having a laugh or if i am a loser that cant get invited so he crashes...know what i mean?
sorry if most of it didnt make sense
my comunication skills suck